Life is precious, why take it?????

A week ago i lost a family friend.
Well to say she was close to me is an overstatement. Known her since my teenage days.

She passed away to "simptoms consistent to dengue fever".

She was working as a nurse in 2 different hospital taking good care and serving others but the sad part is she forgot to take care of her self. Her elder brother had to beg her to go the hospital to get help ..literally he had to go down his knees to beg her..

I really dont understand why ppl can actually put themselves through all this pain and agony without even thinking that their demise is going to torture a lot of other ppl. Their loved ones are going to have a pretty tough time accepting their death.. Why why why?

Life is Kind of Freaky!!!!

Lately been somewhat getting a feeling that life is very cruel and it is a big giant crystal ball which needs the right reader to make it work.

My crystal ball is actually going up down, left right, twisting turning , you say it there it will be be. I aint got the slightest clue or idea where the hell is this journey taking me.

The mental torture is going through every single day is so great that it is eating me alive.

BUT BUT..... I will not give in to this torture , my horoscope says I am such a strong willed person so be it.. I am going to prove every single soul that thought other wise that never to count this soul out.

No retreat No surrender! This have been my motto for a very long time .. and it shall stay that way for a very long time too.