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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Life Can Be Very Cruel & Facinating at times!

Imagine this!

Sitting under a tree all alone on a quiet empty beach. Say.....Perhentian Island off the coast of Terengganu, feeling the sun burning your skin... the sea breeze stroking your face, hair.... lazing in your hammock.... Woooo. way to go... *slap*.. Wake up wake up....

Standing in line. After 45 mins and 8 trains still not able to get into 1 and get to work. Sweating away, playing my Bounce game in my Nokia 6630. This is the reality.
The last 2 weeks has been a change of scene from the norm. Decided to take LRT to work considering the fact i have leaves to clear and also the festive holidays around. So decided to park my 4 wheels at the nearest LRT station and take LRT to work..

Its definately a huge change of environment.. the faces, the expressions, the body language. All these is so new to me. In fact it facinates me so much that i am contemplating of making this LRT thingy a permenant chore. Why? Some may ask.. Some of my pals joked that its a good way of pumping your adrenalin up early in the morning, what will all differents shapes and sizes..
Sorry pal.. im no pervert!
The thing that facinates me most is how the human lifes lifes revolves around the basic daily needs. What i have seen the last 1 week in my daily commuting has somewhat changed my prespective of my daily lifes.

We are so engrossed in getting over day that we failed to realised, we are mere passing these stops in our life. We are just going on living and evolving with the changes around us...

Just the other day, there was a major LRT failure.... its was helter skelter... mayhem.. Buses were packed. Roads were jammed. The topic of whole day its was only

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Love and To Be Loved


To love is nice..
To be loved is very nice..
To be loved by someone is great..
To be loved by someone you loved is the greatest feeling the heart can ever have....


So philosophical is it? Well, remenber when we were kids,,, we all had dream..
I want to be a fireman,
I want to be a navy man... and so.

Then we go all grow up.. achieving some of the things we ever so wanted in life.
Then its seems that we need love, needed to be loved, to be cuddle., to have all those warmth in the arms of our loved one.

We get married,, soon the stork arrives.. Little did i realise this is when your personal joys takes a backseat. We give our utmost attention and love to our new addition... but then soon i was finding a big gap in my life. Its not like nobody loves u but then the same feeling of loved and being loved is slowly walking away..

Loneliness starts to creep in, before matter of time the gap between u and ur loved one seems a mile away.. Not everyone realise that the moment u have an addition to your life, we have seem to take the life journey of the young ones more seriously and painstakingly chart the course of their life. Our individual lives takes a beating and to recharge it is going to take hell lot of of effort.

Why do people in love and relationship failed to realise that love and being loved is a journey which will take a lot of beating before it finally reaches it destination.